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Sunday, October 16, 2011 MOOD SPOIL BCUZ OF MY MUM!!!
This morning I was just peacefully drawing my book but my bro called to ask me to take mum's phone for her. Well, so I ran down, and I walk the wrong direction and my mother was freaking shouting out words and it was so embarrassed. Really hated her for that, is her fault to forget to bring her handphone down why must I be the one getting shouted at. This is not the first time she being like this, it it really really very very ANNOYING!! SPOILING PEOPLE MOOD EARLY IN THE MORNING!!!! I killed a Hollow at 10:38 AM Sunday, July 3, 2011 I really don't feel like going!
Tommorrow is Monday! sianzzzz...need to go school sia.. School is getting boring compared to last semester. I guess one of the reasons is meeting all those people i do not want to meet. Maybe is either I think too much or they are jsut doing it too obvious that make me really don't have the motivation to go to school. They really sucks! I killed a Hollow at 10:43 PM Friday, July 1, 2011 People are just so Hypocritical
I REALLY WANT TO PULL THEM TO HELL!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! OBVIOUS IGNORE DIRECT INSULT BULLSHIT!!!!!! Stop acting smart! because you are not smart at all! don't act like you the queen of this world, you are NOT!! Trying to act violet when having a hard time! Trying to get attention!! STOP LOOKING DOWN ON PEOPLE!! If you are just so STUPID!, you might as well go bang into the wall!!!! GOOOO!!! I killed a Hollow at 10:20 PM Thursday, June 23, 2011 Two Faces Creatures!
Well, this is not the first time I had met this kind of people. Normally, they try to do it indirectly but is pretty obvious. I was wondering why don't you just use ur BLOODY BIG FAT MOUTH to say it straight to my face rather than just keep shouting the same thing over and over again which is super annoying. You think you are cute, but I think you are just a BIG FAT PIG! You got the abilities to make full use of the people around you when you need them, and those who are not useful to you, you would just thrown them aside. YOU BLOODY CREATURE!! I still can't believe how you can actually mixed with people that you don't like, Smiling like a fool in front of them. I don't pity those people, because they are just another bunch of idoits who make a fool of themselves. You want to keep everything to yourself and earn everything by yourself! I can't stop you from doing that, but if you were to pull me into your bloody act. I will make sure I will pull you down to HELL with me. DON'T MESS WITH ME!!! Just go to ur stupid people and act like a fool by yourself. I killed a Hollow at 10:36 PM Saturday, April 30, 2011 BUSY LIKE HELL!! I don't mind if you call me a Cold hearted creature!
SUPER BUSY with school stuff! I didn't get to have enough because I need to stay back for my Drama rehearsal to prepare for SLA! It is FINALLY OVER!!! Is about one month since I last blog. I didn't get a chance to catch up with my studies and I was really very angry a few days ago. I know they didn't did it on purpose but they should have listen to instructions! The last 5mins then they realise what is happening, some other people even worst! Till now still don't know what is going on! Hopes that this will be the first and last time of them being Dumb! I don't want to get a chance to scold you guys when we only knew each other for only about two weeks. Please be responsible to yourself and towards others. I was so tired cause of SLA and you guys with nothing should had pay more attention in class. Next time, if you want to get lousy grades, go get yourself and don't pull others down with you. If something like this really happen again, I will try my BEST TO CRUSH YOU DOWN!!! I don't care what kind of dirty tricks I will be using, as long as I CRUSH YOU DOWN AND STEAL THE 'A's from you! Even if I do not have the ability to get an "A", I will MAKE SURE YOU GET A "D" grade! I don't want to be like semester one, that people keep using me as a Stepping Stone!Being Dumb for once is enough. I will face the reality. If you don't want to get crush by people, CRUSH THEM FIRST!!! even if you are my friends! I won't give a damn! As long as you did something wrong to me! I won't care you noticed a not or you don't know anything. But just remember, I will definitely get my Revenge, if you did something wrong TO ME! Even if I go Hell, I will MAKE SURE I PULL YOU DOWN WITH ME! Just because of One silly grade, I am making a big fuss, I know. But I already know what I am aiming for and every grade I get in every lesson are all VERY IMPORTANT TO ME! You won't understand! So, please be responsible to yourself and towards others! I killed a Hollow at 11:36 PM Wednesday, April 6, 2011 I DID IT!!!
YAY!!! Today got a Drama meeting at Orchard but I didn't saw the mail so when I reach there is too late. HAHA!! Nvm. We went walking around orchard together and then went Little India to eat. I think I am not use to the food over there so I felt sick. The shoppingcentre so crowded sia. Walk until my legs so pain. Since I was quite near to Dhoby Ghaut so I decided to go sign up!!!! YES!!!! FINALLY!!! FINALLY!!!!! I BEEN WAITING FOR THIS A LONG LONG TIME!!!! Hope I can pick up fast and get to....hehe~~~ GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!! I killed a Hollow at 9:46 PM Sunday, April 3, 2011 Real Thoughts~~
Well, lots of things happen lately. And I had been wondering a lot of things. This year I am involved in the FOP!! Super FUN!!!! FUN TTM!!! I even got the position for OGL!!! yay!! Although the 3 days training camp for Student Leaders was very tiring but I still like it!! Gonna have lots of FUN during Orientation!! I will be meeting the freshmen on the 8 of April..CAN'T WAIT!!!! hehe~~ I am just so faked. Hate myself for being like this. Kept saying I LOVES MONEY! But in reality sometimes or maybe MOST of the time, I really HATES MONEY ALOT!! I am having trouble with money again. I really hope I can stop thinking of money for just one day. Lucky I got chosen for FOP so I do not have to worry about my breakfast,lunch and dinner since I can get free food during Camp. When I ate breakfast on the SOH Camp, I was wondering, how long has it been since the last time I had my breakfast and also did have proper meals for the whole day. It has been a very very long time. Lucky Me~~ Gonna have free meals during Orientation & Camp^^ New Semester is starting soon but I do not have enough money to pay the school fees. My friends is planning on gathering again. I really wanted to go but I can't. No money! I really hate it when my friends start to talk about the 'Bank" money! I really hate it!! And when you start talking about it, means you still don't understand me. Cannot touch means cannot touch! Why can't they understand??? I am really in a very big crisis!! I just act nothing because I can't just tell them everything right?? For those people who had been in the same situation as me I thought they would understand. But no...maybe their crisis was that they do not have their allowance or etc. But mine is totally different! Who the HELL would want to go out to have fun when his/her family is having a difficult situation. To say the truth, when people say that going out with friends to have fun is worth. But the problem now is that I WON'T BE HAPPY WHEN I GO OUT WITH U GUYS! is not that i don't like you guys or I don't want to go out with you guys. Like what I had said just now, I really want to go out with you guys and have fun, and I also misses you guys a lot. But when the moment concern of money...haiizzz Even if I am with you guys, you see I am smiling actually inside I am tearing myself apart. I cannot stop myself to think of money every single day. Is very tiring, very tiring. I really want to stop. I really want to give up already. SO!! NO MATTER WHAT!! I am going to try and stop myself from going out with friends and spent money! I AM GOING TO STUDY HARD LIKE HELL!!!!! AND SCORE A GOOD GPA!!! GET A GOOD JOB!!! AND EARN BIG BIG BIG MONEY!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Labels: ~Happy~Go~Lucky~ I killed a Hollow at 9:57 PM |
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